Because both were my friends.

So what's the real defination of friends ? Some would say "friends are always there for you" while some say "friends lor, still got what defination ?" So what are real friends ? Are they the ones who encourages and console you truefully when we're feeling down or they are the ones who just console and encourages you because they had to do so ? Are they the ones who really wish you do your best in everything or are they the ones who wants to compete and win you in everything you do ? Do they think negatively of you ? Or do they always think positively even though you're in the wrong ? So are some of your friends real friends or just friends in a form of identity ?

Okay, so after the survey, we had recess and dialogue session with Mr Phua. Kinda sleepy, cuz his voice is as usual, like a lullaby. Went for physics practical and then back to class. Sat with Gerald, Yi Shuan and Rozanne. Somehow, the 3 of them (mostly only Rozanne and Gerald) kept complaning and complaining stuffs to me and I was like ._. . Collected my report book. Somehow, I'm still quite disappointed even though i'm in the 9th position in class. I didn't get into top 30 for the whole cohort, and i don't even have a shit A. ): Disappointed to the max. Felt like eating macs, but everybody's busy. So I'd decided to just go home. :/

Anw, sister called in the middle of class just now. She said she could write a letter if I really want to remain in pure science class. But at the same time, she said that my dream of hospitality and leisure course in poly might come true only if I have my F&N cuz science is more crucial and harder to get in than F&N. Hmm. :/