Although nobody expects it to happen, it just happened.
Sigh.. maybe blogging is a thing where I can vent out at. School's good, i swear. But I'll always reminisce the days in Broadrick with my dearies. They're just too good. Now when things happened, I don't seemed to know how to control it anymore. People took me for granted, but all I did was to just swallow it down. I tried giving opinions, but everything was rejected. My brother told me that Life's a bitch when it comes to poly, and I must know how to survive with it. I know, I've experienced it. It's nothing the same as before anymore. But just... whether I know how to avoid all this situations? Maybe i'm getting a lil bit too sensitive. I should slow down my pace, now that poly is a start of a new chapter, and accept the environment i'm in right now.
And now i'm right here grumbling in my blog, there's another person out there with a worser situation than me. I feel so useless. Everything changed. I feel that I no longer know how to comfort people like how I did in the past. I just feel heartbreaking seeing her suffer each time. Each time I see her, she simply just looked so frail. I don't know what I could do, seriously. Maybe because all along, I gave the wrong choice to her, she followed it, and landed herself in this state? I really don't know. Now what I could do other than school, IG, is to acc her. Oh man, I should just stop grumbling, and start cheering up. (:
明天会更好!!
